I have been struggling for the last 14 months with an issue. Something I have been keeping bottled up all this time. I have decided that the only way to deal with it and maybe move on, is to let it out.
So, tonight I am linking up with PHYO with Shell.
I am sorry that I walked away from you after dating for three years.
I am sorry that I broke your heart, when I walked away.
I am sorry that you thought I never looked back. Because I did, constantly.
I am sorry that I never told you how much I appreciated
you were always there for me, over the years.
I am sorry that I never realized how much you loved me.
I am sorry that when you would come into my place of work
I would sometimes act like I didn't know you.
I am sorry that I was never there for you when you needed me and
especially when you needed me the most.
I am sorry that I was never willing to try and work things out between us.
I am sorry that I never told how much I really loved you and I always will.
I am sorry that I have spent more time visiting you and talking to you
in the last 14 months than I have in the last 20 years.
I am sorry for any part I had in your decision to walk away from everyone
who loves you.
I am sorry that our last kiss was right before they closed your casket.
I am sorry